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Touching Heaven Changing Earth/ Thursday, February 17, 2005 , 11:15 AM

Sometimes I just don't understand whats the catch about blogging and so many people is doing it, ironically myself just couldnt resist the temptation of the "herd mentality" doing what ALL is doing. Allright i shall give it a shot.

Today i was on the bus back home and it went passed St Anne Church and there was a board written "Christians arent perfect but just forgiven." Seriously being a Christian aint easy at all, when you does something imperfect in the eyes of others, fingers and arrows be coming your way but this is the challenging part of it,being a living testimony,shinning for Him whenever we goes and standing firm in our belief and faith.

Its really a much more adventourous and fulfilling life to lead rather than going after the worldy things,theres this verse i particularlly like especially when fear crawls on me, "He who is in me is greater than he who is in the world." Lucifer ar lucifer just give us a break, i bet you and and your little demons need break too huh. When Jesus's back you will be casted down into the bottomless pit! *Hallelujah*

God you said 2 is better than 1, i seriously where is the other 1? prolly You will tell me wait and pray right! *tsk tsk* Thinking i have met the right one and she just slipped away like that, no doubt Your ways are higher than our ways but im really stumbled by her, telling me how she loved me and just at a blink of eye, "I have no more feelings for you." woahoo,the most powerful line you can expect from a girl.

Probably im reaping what i have sowed, donkey months ago, there was a girl in church that liked me when i was literally having bad days, smsing me in wee hours asking me weird questions like "why this why that" wah piang eh, just turn off man, i did the best i can to minimise the probability of me hurting her in any ways but finally the worst days of my life came when my mum was suspected of cancer but turns out to be mere fibriods.

Nevertheless i still remember vividly what i've done to her, one late night,she smsed me really long sms again in the wee hours, i couldnt take it anymore and i felt that i just couldnt ignore them and they are really getting on my nerves and i just sms-ed her that she isnt the one for me and give up on me blah blah blah, infact i sounded pretty crude when i mentioned that "pls kindly don't sms me again in this kinda hour." imagine when you're soundly asleep and somebody just drop you a couple of annoying smses,really gets pissed wouldn't you?! But thank God i had already repented and im forgiven. lalalala.

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